Saturday, October 20, 2007

MILAN (:

Just came back from Melbourne though, Andy sorry I couldn't get ya anything from ya superrrrrrrrr missed melbourne. Didn't know what to get someone who missed Melbourne so much. A fridge magnet?? (: however, do not fret, aussie flight are of abundance for us, definitely get another in the next roster!

Anyway in the cab home today, this taxi uncle has seriously no SA(: I was dead tired from my flight already and my eyelids were seriously on the verge of permanently shutting till the time the uncle goes ''oei, dao~jia~le'' But being the nice girl I was, I entertained him for a couple of minutes, from the time I boarded the cab till he got on PIE. Honest to god, I fell asleep!! You know when you're still semi-conscious but yet your body is in this just fucking let me sleep mode. Yeah, my head was already tilted sideways like a dead cow, and yet the uncle went on about ''oh yar boon keng now very expensive hor, I selling my place now moving to stay with my son at his BIGGGG condo'' Like uncle, pls, someone save me! He didn't stop talking till I reached home. Here comes the PART that really got me hell irritated that I have to blog this down. Ok I paid him, then he was like ''oh your luggage not heavy right, then I no need to get down.You can do it yourself right?'' I was so gonna smack his bloody ass! WORSE way to start my day. But ok, as a yoga practitioner, I kept my calm(: *you must be thinking what the fuck is wrong with this girl,YOGA!* hahahaha (:
Anyway, here are my pictures of Milan, Venice, Verona and lake Como(:*info sake, comments are top of photos (:*

Day 1: Milan @ Duomo with Ricky*saviour* me and Sha (:
Sha & I again (: The 2 couple of batch girlies (: Faith, Sha, June & me
On our way in their Intercity to Verona to get hotel to spend a night before heading for Venice! :)
Venice: Lunch in one of the many small italian joints (:
First view of Venice (:
The oh-so-famous canals of Venice
With Venice as my background, what more can I ask for (: actually, er..MORE!
San Marco!!!
Siesta?? Where's my lover (:
Romance fills the air in Venice. Even they know the meaning of siesta (:
MY GONDOLA CUTIE *he was the cutest among the bunch*
Another view of San Marco
At night in Venice
Verona
In Juliette's House
Lake Como*or as sha says it Lake coma* HAHHAHA

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

I think its time I let go of somthing I couldn't hold onto in the first place. After seeing him in shanghai, things have been different. He doesn't sms, doesn't come online. I don't know whats going on anymore. And maybe I don't want to know either. It has ran from having no expectations whatsoever till it hurts having no expectations.

My friends ask what the heck am I hanging on for. I seriously don't know. Well, maybe I do now. Maybe I'm not the right person for him. I already have no expectations, and it feels like he knows I have no expectations, and he justs takes advantage of it. I can't take it anymore. Don't know how to hang on anymore. So I'm just gonna let go.

Just gonna concentrate on my studies and enjoy my work, which I am, now that I'm comfortable with my working positions. So, hopefully my yoga and everything else will take my mind off him and any hopes of anything happening.

Namaste *cheerios*