I think its time I let go of somthing I couldn't hold onto in the first place. After seeing him in shanghai, things have been different. He doesn't sms, doesn't come online. I don't know whats going on anymore. And maybe I don't want to know either. It has ran from having no expectations whatsoever till it hurts having no expectations.

My friends ask what the heck am I hanging on for. I seriously don't know. Well, maybe I do now. Maybe I'm not the right person for him. I already have no expectations, and it feels like he knows I have no expectations, and he justs takes advantage of it. I can't take it anymore. Don't know how to hang on anymore. So I'm just gonna let go.

Just gonna concentrate on my studies and enjoy my work, which I am, now that I'm comfortable with my working positions. So, hopefully my yoga and everything else will take my mind off him and any hopes of anything happening.

Namaste *cheerios*