Why is it that my past two conversations with him must always end like this? End up in unhappiness. I seriously dont understand. Is it me? Is it stupid to feel crappy when he has been logged on for a long time and he doesn't talk to ya until its very late, and when he does talk to you the first thing he says is need to sleep soon. Like what the hell? I was understanding enough to let ya do your things and wait to talk to ya, and the first thing ya can say to me is ya need to sleep soon? Are you hinting something? After he said that, our whole video conference went downhill. I just couldn't bring my self to smile or be happy that I was talking to him.

I do know how you fell, but telling me you can't can give full attention or commitment to one thing or person is like telling me that I'm just one of the things you shower attention to because its there and you can't give just that little extra? I wanna hide in bed and cry, but I won't. I am determined to pull through this. Its just the beginning of the journey, I know I won't give up but I'm not so sure about him.

Anyway on a different note, been shopping too much in frisco and hongkong. Very Very bad. Sale is damn good in hongkong, and shopping in frisco is like shopping heaven at your doorstep.
gonna be broke for the next few months.