Its christmas time again! And at least I am coming back on christmas morning from MALE. Hopefully it doesn't rain or at least holds out till we get to have fun! Its the freakin maldives! Hoping they'll have a christmas eve eve party! (: on the beach!!!!

Ok back to my whole dating thingy, I think its time I stopped serial dating. All the guys I have gone out with have turn out to be either overly pretty for me or we just don't click. Or maybe its me! Maybe I scared them away. (: Either way, its just not working. And it sucks.I should just concentrate on my work and studies..no no more like my studies only.

Well, shopped like a crazy person in osaka with wee liang and lina.Bought makeup, boots, christmas pressies and ATE ALOT! We walked eat, walk eat..HAHA it was way fun! Musst go back to osaka!*eyes red, veins popping out from forehead*

Osaka lights aat Nanba!Shin bashi! I lovve it!!!!!!!!!!

Goin melbourne tomorrow :) I love melbourne. Happy to be goin out of town. Its kinda acts like a time out for myself from all the things that is going on in my life. Gives me time to think and react*not freak out like a crazy girl* Well, there are many things I would like to think about, like what I'm doing with the relationships around me, and why I shouldn't be so needy of attention. I think the fear of lack of attention can kill someone from the inside. It can make you do things you'd never actually think you'd do *ok maybe in sec school perhaps* It makes you weak. I hate being weak.

Why are men morons? Its like you think they're interested in you and the next thing you know they don't even drop you a message, until you have to be the one to initiate then they start talking. Its so fucking frustrating. I hate it. NO MORE SMSing guys who though may like you but aint doing shit to show they do. NO MORE! shittyfuck. I think I shall just go back to my being a nun with benefits plan. :) I mean I honestly already promised myself that after him, i won't put myself through another stretch of unertainty, guessing and trying to anticipate whats going to happen next. Why can't i find someone who'd just say hey i really like you and show that they really like to hang out with you. Am I dreaming or does it only happen when we're in school.Where everyone was so naive and innocent. I wanna go back there.

Well, with regards to my exams, I think I did ok but a little on the terrible side. Got 1 distinction, 1 Cr and 1 pass. HAHA wel, at least I have 1 distinction. as long I ensure I get 1 every sem or more, I think I should do ok.

Well, here are some photos of miss rita and I when i met her in london. She brought me to have korean food! not bad not bad :) went to Hyde park, was suppose to go ice skating, but was too tired after shoppnig the entire day. Too bad she had to go back to school the next day.

Holiday Holiday Holiday! hee pics from me shanghai and bangkok trip!lazy to tag comments :)

Shanghai