Why is it so difficult to find that someone special? I think I'm doomed to be single for like the next 10years. I mean starting and maintaining one requires so much effort from both parties. I'm not particularly looking for someone to love, but if that someone happens to come along I'm sure you'd want to give it a shot don't you? or am I just being psycho? But its so heart ripping when what you think you want happen doesn't actually happen. I guess its called the ups and downs in love, isn't it? Is it even called love? God too many questions, too little answers. dilemna!

Well, I guess its better to take 1 step at a time, or I might just fall right smack on my face.*humiliation coupled together with hurt* I've got no luck with guys. God has been so kind to me in soo many areas, I hope he drops one down for me to pick it up (: hahhaha

Why can my relationship be like those on TV, one big incident then after that its like you're forever bonded. Why is it that we have to go through so much guessing, so much uncertainty to get to where we want. I guess thats why its called TV. Ok I think I'm sprouting rubbish.

Heart feels so heavy suddenly. ):

Happy Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year. Whats it all about? Collectin ang pows? hmm yeah I mean the money collection's a incentive. WHAHA but for me, I guess its the time when I get to hang out with my cousins(:

Some people may go like huh? hang out with your cousin?are you mad? But the fun part is, I'm close to my cousins, since young, we have always hung out after church, go for lunch, celebrate each other's birthday, CNY, the new year, christmas, we would always catch a movie, do silly things like play board games and watch DVDs..I guess thats why we're close(:

Anyway, I came back from shanghai yesterday and by the time I got home was already 7am, and church service was at like 1030am! hahahah 2hrs of sleep was enough to get me by the entire day! After churc we had our out of the norm lunch at outback, caught ghost rider and had steamboat at my grandparents place. After that we came back to my place to watch DVDs(:

Although we hardly see each other that often, it was fun! Today however, was kinda boring. woke up, couldn't really sleep anymore when I should be, lamed around for a bit, had brunch and headed to my father's father house to visit him. Its almost 1 or 2 years since I saw him. yeah. Met my girly at holland for some ice cream*yummy* I still remember when I told the girl I wanted extra topping for my ice cream she was you can only have 2! I was like huh??? are you kidding, I told her i was willing to pay, and she told me she had to check?? WTF (: ahahaha silliness. -.-''

Oh well, waiting to go out again....cheerios peeps(:

Athens!

Finally pictures are up on my blog!!! hahaha these were taken in Athens! YES! I prayed hard for this flight I finally got it!! SO happy (: So it was time I whipped out my camera and put it into good use!! Greek guys are cute, and I failed at my mission to find a cute guy on the street to take picture with! ): hahaha what an ass right? Anyway I LOVE ATHENS!!! I wouldn't mind going back there again, but this time round martin better have his greek friends bring me around! I'd rather a local bring me around then follow a tour group! Can go experience their local local food, their nightlife and the cute guys *ok bimbo I know (: *

Ok when we got there the weather was rather crappy, but god was kind enough to hold it off during the time we went sightseeing! And I think the shopping would have been great, cause it was like their sale season, but the only day which we had the time to shop was sunday, and what day was that? Their SIESTA TIME!!!! can die, everything close. Now you appreciate singapore for everything being open despite being a sunday!

Day 3: Acropolis
Another view of acropolis *fantastic isn't it? (:*

View from the top!

Another stadium/concert area

On the way up to acropolis, this is one of their restaurants(:

As I walked past, it really looked like a postcard! even in actual sight.

This I think is some ruins of Zeus or something..can't rememeber

Day 2: Tour Day

Team girls on myright and another pal on my left! nicee (:

Photowhoring... I know..whatever!

This is at some place called epidarus i think, it was were the

first concert was held. It was huge!

The Corinth River! Just Gorgeous!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another view of the Corinth River

Flea Market in town *plaka*

This is the chicken soulvaki! but the unwrapped version (:

My kebaab! yummy, supposed to be wrapped also. but

who cares, its was yummy (:

bottom left: greek salad, beside:Tatziki, behind:grilled green peppers