Today was rather fun:) went out with Woei Ling and Jocelyn and my Bestie! I can't sleep so i'm bloggin at 4am in the morning! *ridiculous I know*but I just can't get to sleep! horrible.

Girly had her 2nd fashion show today at the SIA dinner and dance for the pilots. soo many pilots! WHAHAH anyway her fashion show went fantastic, all the exposure an publicity!!! Anyway, first time have I been in a room with so many girl, or more like models, whaha they're so open!*my kind of people* they just stripped and change infront of you, they are a fun bunch of people too, they seemed nice although there was minimal interaction with them. Fun bunch! whaha

After a fashion show, the designer is always suppose to walk on stage with the models to do like a thank you or something, but my dear girly was too scared to even go on stage!!!! Oh well, lets hope she will have more practice!

After the fashion show, we stayed around to chill out for awhile, its so funny to see all the older wifes of the pilots walk away when the models were performing a rather provocativ dance..whahah super funny. Anyway, their lucky draw was crazy I tell you, this guy gary*darrin's best friend, darrin is Jessica's friend* won an IPOD VIDEO!!!! HELLO!!! OMG and oh darrin took his shirt off for $85 WHAHAHA he didn't actually get money, he got a "sharp(Thompson) DVD Player* whaha well, they gave away some steamboat thingy which was won by karen, the fashion show and performance coordinator! WHAHA she had to kiss the DJ! whahahaha....it was fun!

I wonder why I can sleep, bloody insomnia!! ok i better go try to get some shut eye, but I wonder for what! I am not working, I am not studying, I am not doing nothing tomorrow! :/ boring bum life of mine!

Ok, been delaying this post for half a week*is there such a term?* haha, been delaying it cause I wanted to put some pictures which I had taken with my friends but my stupid computer doesn't seem to detect my phone's infra-red*stupid!

Got my results last friday, felt that I could have done better for two modules...oh well, at least my result slip put "Passed and completed Diploma Course" WHAHAH what relief. It was damn hilarious when debs and I thought that we actually had to wait until 9am to check our results, I woke up at 7.22am *couldn't sleep* and sms her to say that its a few more hours, she replied and said that Rita had already checked hers! whahaha *silly us* Rita did really well, and she will be heading for UK. I can go dig my grave and plant my shitty GPA on it. This would probably appear engraved on my tablet "From 1985 - 2006, Left this world with a horrendous GPA of 2.66" WHAHAHA

With one rock off my mind, the second rock has yet to be removed. Went for the management interview with Jocelyn, we were so nervous!!! When we got to the place,*after a short scare, cause we didn't see the lady walk to another room. Thank god the security officer was nice enough to bring us to the room. Everyone from the 1st group*we were in the 2nd group* was almost done with their interview, they were already at no. 4 I was no. 9 and Jocelyn no.10.
The scary thing was that, the interviewers had eliminated no. 4, 5 , 6, 7 and 8 and next was me!! they were on some elimination spree or something. Anyway, the two interviewers were actually nice people. Went in blabbered a whole load of stuff, came out and waiting for their answer was worse than waiting for my O level result. In a day I had experienced my heart at my throat. When the admin lady went in to get the results from the interviewers, she came out almost immediately, she walked to me, and told me I was to stay for the tea party! My heart dropped back into place when I heard the news!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!! WHAHA anyway, after that my friend Jocelyn and those after her were all eliminated. Its so difficult to console someone who wants exactly the same thing as you but didn't get it.

Woei Ling and I made it through, so did two more girls. Imagine 4 out of 12 girls, we could play mahjong man! anyway, the tea party was abt 5-10 mins, where we had to linger with the interviewers before they made the final elimination. After the tea party, the interviewers went back to their room and the admin lady came out with the results, to our delight, ALL 4 of us made it through! *phew*

Went for the medical check up the next day with Woei Ling, the doctor's plac looked like it was trapped in the 1990s. all the equipment was like antique or something. WHAHA. The doctor wanted me to get a clearance from my heart doctor cause I had a heart operation before. oh well, went to see my heart doctor on monday, got all the tests done and now I'm just waiting for his report. He said I was perfectly HEALTHY! YAY!!! well, now I just have to wait for the call from the clinic, bring it down to SIA's doctor, and they can pass it to SIA!!! cannot wait any longer man..so agonizing. Anyway I think this post is long enough, too much to read already, later too boring... :P

So scary, results gonna be out tomorrow. Debbs and I were just saying that if both of fail, shall drown our sorrows with alcohol then wear a red dress and commit suicide at NP.*this kinda lame ideas, only the both of us can come up with it*hahaha.

Went to Earth Element at Holland for a pedicure. My first time doing a pedicure, and IT FEELS GREAT! whaha the people there are so friendly!! so nice..I like the place, I shall make that place my future mani and pedi place!

After my pedi, went own to paris miki to get my contact lens done, wanted to try a pair of contacts with astig. cause my daily acuvue doesn't come with astig. so they lady was so nice, not only did she order for me the trial pair, she even gave me this trial pair from another brand which was close to my astig level whatsoever, and a bottle of solution for free..Paris Miki has fantstic customer service! A1 for them!!!!

After the contact lens thingy, went down to the thai fair at the thai embassy to help my mommy for awhile. its so damn warm over there!!!! ARGH...won't hurt to put more fans you know!* anyway, my aunty, cousin and uncle came down for dinner, we had pad~thai and mango salad and beefball soup and thai green curry for dinner!!!*yummys* It was damn funny, my mom asked me to buy beefball noodle soup for her, then knowing that she loved chilli, i asked the guy put more chilli to wht alrady seemed like there was ALOT of chilli. My mommy later complained that it was really tooooooo spicy for her...*whahahahah opps!!!*

Anyway, my uncle gave me a lift home! *bus rides are horrendously expensive nowadays man!!!!*

Damn afraid for my results tomorrow, I'm more afraid about my results then whether I get in for SIA.*I think I won't be able to sleep tonight*sigh....

You know, I've made so many friends just by going for the SIA interviews. Met so many nice girls. And today, I'm going out with this girl call Jocelyn, she has the same name as my sis-in-law, and guess what they have quite alot of similarities. Ok, one the name, second they're both fair, thirdly, they're both so sweet..whaha I mean I met her once, and she asked if we want to go shopping together! Its just so nice to know that there are such friendly people out there! Its great.! oh and during the second interview, I made friends with this other girl Woei Ling, she's nice to.:)

Anyway, we were all fussing over what to wear for the management interview..whahaha girls will always be girls! *so hiao* Who CARES! Ok Woeiling's gonna wear like a formal business suit and all, butI really don't want to wear a business suit and look like I'm going to work at shenton way! oh well, just gonna go town and see if we can find anything.

I really hope all of us*all the girls I met during the interview*make it through the management interview. It'd be so cool if we can go for the training together, at least we have friends.:)

Oh and yesterday I encountered this really idiotic job agency lady. Ok she called in the morning to tell me that the company which she sent in my resume wanted to interview me for the accounts position.So I told her I want to ''reject this offer/interview because I am goin for the SIA final interview this friday cause I got through the third interview last friday. Then she just yelled over the phone"WHY YOU NEVER TELL ME EARLIER!" like HELLOOOOOOO, its monday, 9 freakin AM, I just woke up, and I had to hear her STUPID ANAL voice.

So I just yelled back at her saying "MY INTERVIEW WAS ON FRIDAY, AND IT ENDED AT 5PM. YOU DON'T EXPECT ME TO CALL YOU ON SAT OR SUNDAY RIGHT?" stupid people, can't they just use their brains a tad bit??!??!?! Anyway after she heard me she was like "oh, er..you mean your final interview is this fri?" like DUH! Wasn't that what I just told you? she went like "oh, so you only got through the third interview last fri?" I just went "yar" what a doink! then she was like so you don't want the job anymore? yar....-_-

Anyway, its tuesday, and its time again for my 5km run with Isaac and Shuen and a few other friends of Isaac's. Hopefully, I can run slightly further without my stupid stich acting up again.

This friday's the final interview for SIA, I really hope I get through. :) oh wells, will keep ya updated! Cheerios:)

Just the other day, I just realised that I had to make a decision that would determine my future. And that feeling sucks big time. I mean I'm 21 this year, and most of my friends at my age would probably be deciding which uni and what course they would want to take up, and here I was deciding which career path would I want to take which would somehow determine my future. It just sucks.

To add to the suckiness, I was so close to being accepted into SIA when Toshiba had to call and inform me that I was selected for their accounts assistant position*it was desire to work for an MNC when I graduated*. I was delighted that I got my wish, but at the same time thrown into a dilemna on whether I should choose my career as a flight stewardess or to work for an MNC which was my desire. All these had to be decided within a day. Help me.

In the end, I decided that if I didn't get through that round of interview for SIA, I would take up the Toshiba job. During the SIA interview, some part of me wanted them to kick me out so I could comfort myself with the fact that at least I got what I had desired. But I got through to the final round of interview and I had to give up my chance of working for an MNC, the feeling sucks when you have to give up something that you have always wanted. But I will be happy too if I get the job as a flight stewardess with SIA. At least I get to see the world, and at the same time get paid for it! :)

I guess the sentence "can't have the best of both worlds" holds true.

These are my crazy pals, this was the night afer our final paper...as you can see the picture bottom right is of two drunkards!! whahaha ok We weren't drunk..but just a tad bit high! Anyway, its so sad, rits is going to the UK, debbs is going to aussie, and it will be me and lisa left all alone here in Singapore...:(

Ok yesterday was a good day, managed to run the 5km without stopping, all thanks to shuen~ for pacing me all the way to mcdonalds..*oh we ran at East Coast Park* Might be going blading this sat..its good...at least I've got something to do.

My poor friend has to put up with stupid parents who should just stay the fuck out of their kid's relationship. I mean seriously, so what if another girl is asking your precious lil' boy to go to her house when he has a gf. I mean fuck man, hasn't it crossed your mind that IT WAS YOUR SON WHO WANTED TO GO OVER IN HE FIRST PLACE?!?!?! I understand that ok fine, you are his mother, but heck, you don't go around smsing someone who you think is wild or 'trying to steal your son' things like pls do not ask my son to go to your house again. I mean common, that just goes to show how backboneless her son is, how fucking no balls he is that he can't decide for himself who he really wants and needs his mommy to do it for him! ARGH I feel so pissed for my friend. I better not meet that guy, I'm gonna be so crude with him, that he wished he never met me. Never met a guy who is so balless.. But what to do, my poor friend loves him. *forget him I say, he's not worth your energy and time.*

ok enough of ranting, wanted to go swim and sun-tan today, when I got to the pool, I realized that this week is a school holiday week!!! so stupid, went in for about 30mins and I decided to go home...freak man..so many kids. Not that I have anything against kids or what, but I just like to sit in the sun, quiet and peaceful, not constantly hearing screeches, or mom's shouting at their kids to becareful, *if you want your kid to not get hurt might as well get your kid to wear an armour suit while your at it* Oh well, I will go down next week I guess...

YAY, darling's coming out on the 24th...gonna start working, I need cash man...totally broke...

My cutsy little doggie, Kristie! heh heh isn't she cute? Anyway, I miss my darling sooo soo very much, how I wish I could hug him, or kiss him :( I am going to pick him up from pasir ris when he books out! I miss him pampering me, I miss him giving in to my nonsense, I miss arguing with him. All these in just 3 days. :(

I'm already crossing out the days which have passed! 10 more days and he can come out!!! yay :)

Girly and I have came out with this idea to sell belts and I tell you its SUPER NICEEEE... ok will post a picture. Half of the evening at her house making belts..I must say we are a pretty efficient duo.WHAHA

Going for a 5km run again today, hopefully I can officially finish it today without stopping. As much as I want to be healthy, I am such an lazy ass! I must plan what to do for the next 10 days! Swim, sun-tan, swim, sun-tan, go out..hmm try to occupy mself!

Missing him...

YAY Exams re finally over! SUPER DUUPPER HAPPY, but you know what the irony is, I actually miss studying.. :*) Crazy me! anyway went to MOS *not mos burger!* last friday with debbs, rits, andeline and lisa and her ben. It was really a ''let loose'' night boy! We went mad, opened a bottle and drank out guts out! anyway, the crowd was mad, instead of dancing, I was doing the WAVE WHAHA damn funny, the dance floor was packed to its capacity!. Oh and I almost got into a fight with this stupid AHLIAN! stupid bitch, don't know who she's messing with. WHAHA anyway it wasn't that crowded she kept using her ass to dance backwards to bump my friend and and away, and she used her elbow to jab me and push me away. I was like what the fuck was wrong with you. So I jabbed her really hard in her rib and shoved her, she turned around looking for a fight with me, I was like WHat the fuck is wrong with you? she just stared. Can't retort you stupid fuck? anyway her boyfriend of some fugly shit was like 'okok don't fight' fuck man you dare lay your stupi fingers on me, I'm gonna snap you and call the police. grab you by the hair and wait till the police comes. *stupid bitch, I never stepped onto you so don't some stepping on mine." ARGH!!

Anyway, after that night, it was so weird, like I woke up and what was I going to do now..nothing to study, nothing much to lookforward to? WAHAH see, HOMOSEPIANS are weird creatures. Exhibit A (ME) ok Debbs, ritz, andeline and I wil be going for this wednesday's candyfloss RETRO night!!*totally love RETRO* square rooms lalala* YAY

Got an interview today, I think I suck at inerviews man, todays interview is for an accounts position at WinTAai Asia. Oh well, but its all the way at TAMPINES!!!! can die...oh well, for work and money I will GO! WHAHA *some determination eh*

Alright gotta go get ready...toodaloos