hey, its been a rather interesting week for me. Firstly alot of things happen because people blew things out of proportion over-assurated and mis-interpreted what each other said! So what do you get when all that happen? A sad break-up, a lost friend and a whole chunk of misunderstanding, which could have been avoided if you asked me.

On one hand you've got a partner who didn't see the need to clarify with the other in the heat of things, on one hand you've got me "wrongly phrasing my words' that some people actually misunderstood me which then caused an outcry for the truth to be told! - God save me - I thought it's be over since the secondary school SAGAs - nevertheless, these friendship / relationship shitty things do happen once in awhile to help us see who which friends will turn around and bite you on the back when something goes wrong.

This is an apology to my bestie Cai, Really sory woman, I may have phrased my words wrongly that people who heard me may have interpreted my meaning wrongly. oh well, its all over, thank heavens!

Its amazing to see how you can lose a close friend due to something that is so minute and which can be solved easily, its so spastic however you may call it to see one over-react and lose a friend over small issues. - Been through that stage in secondary school, vowed never to clear air with bitches, I can care a breath that they think I'm some spoilt brat or lousy ass friend when they themselves haven't been the best of friends, much more when you've done more for them than they've done for you! sickening. oh well humans aferall.

Oh, there's this bitch at work, thinks just because she speaks with some accent and er looks..ok not my standard and flirts with the guys that work with her can give me an fucking attitude. oh well, can't be fucking bothered with her, ahahahah just felt like bithing. Common man, you've been with the company for what, less then 4 months and you give me crappy attitude. As usual, I was trying to be nice, trying to create conversation, once she gave a one-worded answer, I just walked away and fucked it, why waste my words on people who don't deserve it.-spit-

Ok, I've been neglecting this blog of mine, haven't had the time to blog man, been workin and stuff. Oh well, met up with debbs last fri, we went walkin around town, bumped into girly and kel. Went to coffee club to catch up on stuff, like gossip, talk nonsense, talk about what we're gonna do after we graduate from poly which is like another 5 months away! can you imagine its been what 2 and a 1/2 years already! whewwww time really passes real quick.

oh while we were walking to hmv to take neo-prints-ok I know its a super ah-lian and secondary thing to do, but oh well, for kicks-hahahaha yeah went to take neo-print at some jappo machine, by the time we huh? huh? what what? The thing was like counting down already, we were like caught with some stunned face and like not knowing when the damn thing is going snap.well it was fun! hahahah

opps side-tracked a lil, while we were walking there we saw these two Hollywood looking angmohs! whoa they were damn handsome man. debbs and I actually 'WA' together..hahaha damn funny.. -dear, don't worry its only eye candy :) I still love you-

Anyway, had Din Tai Feng for dinner, not that fantastic though, I think Crystal Jade is still better... in terms of the xiao long bao and la mian. Talked about kinky stuff, like circumcision, fetishes and all, hahaha fun!

Well, meeting girly girl for lunch tomorrow. ok Nights peeps, will blog soon!!

Its another week ahead, just went cycling today at East Coast Park, haha cycled for like 1hr 45 mins ++ was really great, exercise for a change.Body's aching from all the work out I did on sunday! yippy getting healthy is FUN!

Had dinner at IVINS which cai, she's all burnt and stuff -woman, PUT MORE ALOE VERA GEL!!!- but I'm glad she had a great time during her diving trip. -I mean with the exception for the fishes that were hungry for Singaporean flesh-yumyum- hahaha

I just realised one thing a few weeks ago, that sometimes, some persons behaviour surprises you, or its a shock, you didn't think that the peron would act that way, the impression that the person leaves on you was totally different from how she is behaving. Well, sometimes love spins us around so fast and knocks us off our feet and we do stupid things that only our friends can see, but we don't listen cause love / infatuation has filled our heads and we can no longer think straight. Most of the time, its spins so fast that you lose control of who you actually are and what right. Well, love makes and breaks I guess. It brings out the best and worse in a person.

Ok, off to bed...

Its finally over, attachments. yippy! had to rush out the final report which I thought was not god enough, but heck! whocares. Thank god I had Ben to help me edit my report, haha I fell asleep while he was editing it for me. My poor english. but that was 4 days ago! hahahah promised to meet girly for dinner yesterday, but I was having a headache. SORRY GIRL! will make it up to you. Sadly, I'm working quite abit this holis. Need the spare cash. -money money money-

Was working in tues and wed, supposedly I planned my schedule for thurs but my manager told me that I wasn't scheduled for thurs so I didn't rush to wash my uniform, but guess what he called me on thurs morning to tell me tht I WAS ACTUALY SCHEDULED to work!?!? haha Oh well told him I had no uniform and besides, I was told I didn't have to work so I had plans already for the day, I think he found a replacement. -I know I'm evil-

Anyway, was on the way to work on wed, I boarded 106 from dover MRT to catch a ride to holland, when boarded the bus, there was this guy who had a real nice tann -too bad he was skinny and not much of a looker- he was sitting opposite me-you know those you can sit opp one another kind- anyway at first when I boarded the bus I was like 'what the heck? why is this guy to glossy? Its like he'd smeared oil onto himself' -ahahaha he was shiny! no kidding. I sat down opp him-I think he noticed me staring at him- I was like what?! suntanning oil? maybe, but it was raining...sunburn? can't be, then I took a closer look, I realised that his legs were like wet or something. I mean maybe he was caught under the rain, but his face, his hands, his arms, and his legs were shiny! Even if it was rain, wouldn't you dry yourself up? thing is, his clothes weren't wet at all..ahahaha well mysteries of weird people.

Well sometimes I think I'm weird too, I guess each one of us have our weird times only that we rarely show it.

Caught be with me yesterday, not a bad film at all, I think the lesbian story reflects rather accurately to the lesbian scene here in Singapore, and how we handle relationships. I would admit that I am somewhat like her, I'd avoid the matter, just keep avoiding hoping that the problem will automatically fizzle out. But in actual fact it won't, you have to do something about it. Oh and Teresa Chan is really one hell of a woman, deaf and blind, and the best part, she's living on her own! Its amazing to see where she gets her strength from, where she finds the motivation from. If I were her, I'd rather die. No seriously. I don't think I'd be as strong as her.

-I'm weak, shit!-

ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY FINALLY!!! AND ITS DEBBS BIRTHDAY..Common sing with me, "Happy Birthday to Debbs, Happy Birthday to Debbs, Happy Birthday to Debbie! Happy Birthday to Debbs!!!!!!!!!!!!" Happy Birthday Molly Moooos... will be seeing you later...yay we can finally chill without worries !!!!!!!!!!!!!yahoooo hahahahah I think I'm mad.

Have been eating mooncakes at work, champagne mooncake, traditional ones, blah blah moon cakes, mooncakes from the vice-president, mooncake with compliments from Citibank, a whole load of mooncake. I'm not really a mooncakey person, like a slice or two is fine but if you ask me to finish like one whole thing myself, I might just faint! oh wells. deng~long~jie or is it zhong~chiu~jie~kuai~le whoa, my han yu pinyin still not too bad eh. haha My colleague gave me mooncakes also! argh mooncake madness! *runs around, running away from mooncakes*picture a hugeeee mooncake chasing you* It'll smack you with lotus paste and seeds and a great big yolk* whaha I think I'm high on drugs*

I've got so much rubbish to bring home from work, my mugs, my files and mym nonsense. oh well, back to packing my nonsense before work comes in...

ONE MORE DAY!?!?!??! YIPPY KAYAY!!!!! Ok mad.. Well, Its only natural right, being stuck in the office for 6 months!! haha Don't know how I'm going to work next time man, probably going to get fired. hahaha

*vomit* someone just sprayed some smelly air freshener, ok if its smelly it can't be an air freshener right? hahaha Not being racist or anything, it kinda smells like little india* ahahahaha* maybe she bought the fragrance called "Fragrance OF INDIA* or "Want your room to smell fresh? Try 'India in a CAN' or something. man. Even the toilet air freshener's smells better. I think she farted! hahahahahaha thats why she had to spray the air pollutant, to make matters worse we're in a air-conditioned room!?!?! -smelly-

I'm only half way through my report! -boring- well, cai and I have made sketchy plans to go mambo next week. yay can party and not worry about waking up late for work.

I think there are alot of weird people in this world, or rather in singapore. I was snapping pictures of my office for my report, *ok maybe I seem like some silly freak standing in the middle of the road at this divider trying to snap a photo.* but while I was walking back, this guy looked at me like I was some pretty ornament, it wasn't the smile that said 'you're pretty' its the pervert kinda grin. hahaha I gave him a gave him a stupid face and walked away. hahaha *idiot*

YAY meeting cai for a movie, been a long long time since I saw that girl. poorthing not being able to eat, I wonder if she's become a skeleton yet? hahaha gonna take pictures with her today! hahaha bringing my bro's camera ard recently. I think I'm a photo whore to a certain extent. well, who cares.

Was so busy doing up my report I didn't even have time to blog! haha Well, I'm still trying to finish up the report, borings....Workload has been more then the past few weeks, hmm must be they know I'm leaving this friday thats why they faster clear as much as they can. hahaa, ok my colleagues aren't that evil. I got them pretty mugs which my Dee helped to pick out, blew almost 60 bucks, but its all worth it, for people who I had fun with and people who taught me, its worth it. Still thought of getting them mark's and spencer snacks since they snack alot, but I'll see how it goes on my pocket.

Gonna meet Cai tomorrow, she's been bored since Kel left for china*haha can imagine her packing loads of water and food* Sorry girl, have been busy doing up my final report, no worries! We'll be hanging out tomorrow! *just the two of us..lalalala* We'll be catching perfect catch , the one starring Drew Barrymore, I guess something light hearted would be good for hanging out, besides its a girls night out.

Dee Bought this MHR(god knows what it means, korean brand? China brand?Must Have Rabbits, Most Hot Rapist???hahahahaha just kidding) scram helmet for both of us, mine's yellow(mostly) his is grey*typical guy colour*, bought goggles*not those you wear when you go swimming mind you!* and gloves.

Rode on his scram, its FUN!!!! wow, but I think if I don't hang onto him, I will fly off his bike. ok, gotta change some stupid stuff, thank god this friday is my last day.

How in the world does he corner so low on a pocket bike??? Went up to malaysia with Ben, Andy, Andre and Alex(if I remembered his name correctly) on saturday to go karting, but we ended up spending more time playing the pocket bikes that they rented out. It was quite sad, because I was wearin my 593s and you know that the jeans is pretty tight, I couldn't bend my knees to fit the footpack*is this how you spell it?* so I was sitting in a superwoman position, butt on the tail of the bike and my feet sticking out behind. I think the guys at permas must be thinking I'm some retarded girl. Oh well, after that I tried the slightly bigger one, Its just nice for me, haha though its still small, at least I could bend me knees, but it had no power, at least the pocket bike had loads of power. However the pocket bike was so light that I kept wobbling at the start. I think I need knee guards and what have you not when I try it out the next time. Next time I go to permas , I think I want to try to master the pocket bike. ahahaha*fun* so tempting to get one to play in singapore.

Had dinner at Danga Bay, or more like S_____ S____ forgot what, but it was near Danga Bay. Food wasn't too bad considering the price that we paid. haha had good'ol oldies and soccer to accompany us too. By the time we were done it was already 12am or something. It was a wonderful experience going into malaysia on a bike, I think the bikers in malaysia are super skilled man, the way they weave their way through is AMAZING! Its hilarious too, seeing them horn at the Singapore customs...*whahaha*

4 more days and attachments are over!!! Yippy!!!! Can't wait to start my work out regime, feeling damn freakin fat now. No more ice-cream, no more chips, no more late night supper! Yes my primary goal is to tone up beforeI go back to school.

Had work yesterday, encountered 2 stupid ahlians that was like YUCK! Ok no offense to ahlians but FUCK was I pissed off with the both of them. Ok first one at work, I don't think I would consider her an ahlian, ok fuck, here goes my grandmother story, was workin, the so-called"trainee manager" came in at about 2+ so okay, fine allswell, *I still remembered her face when she saw me at the shop last monday, stare at me like as if I did it on purpose to dress nicer then her*siao* Just so you know, that was my work attire, and it just so happen I know how to dress nicer then you, and look better then you in work attire.

Whatever, ok, so this family of angmohs came in for a bowl of our delicious ice-cream*if you noticed I used bowls, meaning they were dining-in* so the dad wanted 3 bowls of double scoops, but the mother, being the stingy one wanted 3 double cups*take away* so, my colleague explained to her that the one she wanted was for takeaway only, but she just said 3 double scoops. So my colleague assumed that it was 3 dine-in double scoops*there is a price difference between dine-in and takeaway* so they had their ice-cream blah blah blah.

Then it came to them calling for the bill, I keyed in exactly what my colleague wrote, which was 3 dine-in double scoops, coffee and some other shit. I then followed to bill her using her credit card, when she saw the receipt she asked me why was she billed for dine-in double scoops, so I tried to explain that when you dine-in we charge you dine-in prices, she was like "no, I told your colleague specifcally that I wanted that *pointing to out take-away menu* double scoop, I then tried to reason with her, I mean common you dine in and you want take-away price?!?!??! *cheapo*

She then proceeded to tell me that my colleague didn't tell her that she was entitled 2 free toppings, I was like thinking to myself*can't be* I was still trying to explain to her for our own right, but this so-called trainee-manager just took the receipt from me and said in "I'll void it for you", without even looking at me. She didn't even leave an ounce of respect or face for her colleague/staff, referring to me of course. I mean is that what managers do? Disgrace your staff infront of customers? I mean you could have nicely told me "its alright, I'll take over or don't worry, I'll handle this" noooo you just swiped the receipt from me and "I'll void it" I just walked away. FUCK YOU and the customer.

One is a stupid bitch whom has no clue as to how you behave as a manager, being a manager doesn't only mean that you are well liked and very friendly with the customers, but with your staff too you dumb whore!And to call you a trainee manager is an utter disgrace to the elegant establishment of the ice-cream parlor, and the other a cheapo angmoh. Just because you have backing doesn't mean you should be stabbing people behind their backs, oh and so you know if you happen to be reading this, if you ever try backstabbing me, watch out. oh in addition, alot of staff HATE to work with you, acting all chummy like some prostitue workin in geylang and talking like you have some squeaky act cute voice with male customers and staff, where is your dignity and self-respect man!? *gosh*sick in the gut*

In addition to the above, I encountered another ahlian, *just my fucking luck* Ah Boy, she's this female rider, I mean I think its cool that she rides a bike, but not the fact that she's the typical noisy high pitch ahlian. Ok, was looking for scrambler helmets, so we bumped into Ben's aprillia friend, with this girl. at first the sight was already revolting, to make matters worse, asked such stupid questions:
Ahlian: eh, ben ah, what you doin here?
Ben: oh, buy scram helmet.
Ahlian:huh? why buy scram helmet? *like duh!!!! because I'm riding a scrambler..nono I'm buying because I want to use it as an ornament in my house*
Ben:oh cause riding scrambler.
Ahlian:huh your aprillia sold already?
Ben:ya.
Ahlian:why you buy scramble..yadda yadda yadda *at this point I walked out*
(they came out shortly)
Ahlian:Ben ah, here got scram helmets..come come. (in a very "bestfriend"/ chummy way)Like fuck man, does he know you very well? is he your bestfriend? and HELLO I'm standing here you know!!must you act all chummy with him? * didn't forget, first time I met her, didn't even bother to say hi, just stare and walk away* from then on, I condemned her*
yadda yadda yadda(her acting all yucks around my bf and her's), I just walked away and stood somewhere else incase I made any sacarstic remarks to rebutt her retarded ramblings. I had to control myself.

Well enough of complaining, hate the sight of her, she must be thinking I'm some bitch. Well, I like being a bitch. Thank god I don't behave like you, cause its puke-worthy, and pure YUCK.

-time out- longest post ever. I feel better. slammin the two stupid whores-

Engine: 40cc, single cylinder, water-cooling 2 stroke
Oil type: petrol, 1 : 25 engine oil mixing
Tank capacity:
Driving mode: chain
Starting system: pull start
Wheel: 13'
Brake system: disc brake
Max speed: 80km/h
Range: 80km
Max loaded: 150kg

POCKET BIKES!!! hahahaa Andre was psychoing us into getting a pocket bike, and I think we might just get one. Its so damn cute, and its fun. They were talking about riding it through town or something. Imagine 5 pocket bikes riding through orchard...hahahaha Its roughly about SGD500 buckaroos for one of these-expensive toy- The one above can go up to about 80km/h, I doubt it though, china manufactured, so china translation right, later it turns out to be max speed 50 or 40 only, hahaha but if it really can go up to 80! Wow!

Anyway, today on class 95, they were discussing about polytechnic graduates, I am in a poly myself, and I do agree that there is still a considerable amount of discrimination against poly grads. Its already evident even when we are in poly, take for example, I am working part-time at this place_can I name the place? Or would I get sued or something?- anyways, thing is, I work at this ice-cream parlor to earn some spare cash, I have been working there for about a year or so. So this colleague of mine an undergrad joined us for about 3months and guess what, she was promoted to supervisor! why? because she was an undergrad! What?!?!!?! Does that make sense to you? So does that mean that if I start uni next year, you will increase my pay too? -sickening- When i asked my manager as to why was she promoted, their lameass reason for promoting her was that she put in long hours when she started, I put in long hours when I first started too, to make it worse, they supported their so-called reasoning was like ''people undergrad mah!'' MAH your fucking balls! Now she's working once a week for christ sake! -sick in the stomach- If paper qualifications mean that much, where does experience leave you?

I guess people have this misconceived idea that poly students are the ones that couldn't make it into JC bunch, meaning not as smart as the JC students, which I'd like to argue is totally 100% not true and it is just a stupid mentality that some employers and people have. So what do you make of those JC students that come poly when they can't make it in JC? Doesn't that make them more stupid that poly students? I'm sure many people will understand where I'm coming from.

Yay Ben's goin to bring me to buy scram helmet! Hopefully I can get a pretty ninja faced looking one. hahah super fierce looking man. Its been a long day, will be leaving the office soon, my poor friend and her friend misses their friend. Poorthing, well bare with it for another few more days yeah!

Its teachers day today! I still remember my primary school teachers, Mrs Yan was my P6 form teacher, and we had this bastard make-shift form teacher *because Mrs Yan was on maternity leave* whom couldn't teach, I remember his name! Mr Chin!!! -yucks- Secondary school, I remember all my teachers, Mr Vivek was my form and maths teacher, he was one of those teachers that help you realise that you actually love the subject. He made me realise that I actually loved maths. I had a really awsome history teacher in sec 3, Mr Moothy, he was didn't spoon feed you, he'd make you think, to make sense of it, which was great, Mr Lim my physics teacher, hahaha still remembered that he was bias towards us girls, which was good, we could get away with forgetting our homework, he's good at explaining to you, has loads of patience. Oh and of course Ms Thio, my form teacher, didn't quite like her at first, but when the exams drew closer, she provided help and we finally agreed that she was indeed an great teacher at chemistry, last of all, not forgetting my ever relaxed D&T teacher and the two workshop technicians, Mr Hamid opss! can't remember their name now, very relaxed, very very nice...often get bullied by the guys.Love my sec school teachers. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!