Overexcitment kills me especially when the excitment doesn't actualise.I think that the end of the day, it brings me back to square 1 where having no expectations is still the best way to go. Reason being that when you have no expectations, no one can actually NOT meet that no expectation criteria, so you're actually not disappointed. Which is a good thing(: It kinda helps me to be at peace with alot of things that don't go the way I planned it to be. So I don't hold anyone by the throat with my anger neither do I bottle up any feelings of discontentment. I think its better this way.
Adelaide was great, didn't have to work up, and coming back was rather decent in terms of passenger profile. No compliants working. For the first time I was actually gald to be working, how I wished I didn't have to stop working yesterday then I wouldn't be so bleah. Anyhoos, heading over to Jon's place with K to catch up on some old movies(: Promised myself I was goin to enjoy the day. Losing my peace, which is not good. I need my yoga.
I seriously need to start planning my trips this year, will have to shift my leave till the end of the year for my india trip and the april period to go barce with trish. And I need tons of Mr. Yusof Ishak, have to start saving, kinda pokker now since I paid up for my school fees. But if there's anything more worth paying for its definitely my degree. No matter what the cost(: People may call me silly, like why spend that extra money when sometimes at the end of the day you basically don't need it.I feel its a safty net for me, and its a stepping stone for me towards my future goals, whether I get there at the end of the day is a different story, what matters now is that I do everything within my power and brains to try to get there, so at least if I fall short I wouldhave no one to blame but myself.
OK gotta dash, K's here. PEACE OUT!
Adelaide was great, didn't have to work up, and coming back was rather decent in terms of passenger profile. No compliants working. For the first time I was actually gald to be working, how I wished I didn't have to stop working yesterday then I wouldn't be so bleah. Anyhoos, heading over to Jon's place with K to catch up on some old movies(: Promised myself I was goin to enjoy the day. Losing my peace, which is not good. I need my yoga.
I seriously need to start planning my trips this year, will have to shift my leave till the end of the year for my india trip and the april period to go barce with trish. And I need tons of Mr. Yusof Ishak, have to start saving, kinda pokker now since I paid up for my school fees. But if there's anything more worth paying for its definitely my degree. No matter what the cost(: People may call me silly, like why spend that extra money when sometimes at the end of the day you basically don't need it.I feel its a safty net for me, and its a stepping stone for me towards my future goals, whether I get there at the end of the day is a different story, what matters now is that I do everything within my power and brains to try to get there, so at least if I fall short I wouldhave no one to blame but myself.
OK gotta dash, K's here. PEACE OUT!
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