Tuesday, April 04, 2006

YAY! I'm so proud of myself!!! Ran from the first carpark of ECP to the chalet!! I didn't think I could actually do it, but luckily I had Shu~en to pace me again:) yays! I realised that when you run with someone, it distracts you, and therefore enables you to run further then you can imagine! yay*pats self on back* suppose to go take part in the standard charted marathon with Isaac and Shue~en I think, but I think I might just die half way through!!!10km!?!? WHAHA if I keep up this running, maybe its possible..MAYBE!

Anyway on another note, I HATE MEN! why why why, do they all come from the land of pigheadedness???? why. Why must he sound as if he doens't want to talk to me when you ask me to call back? why, why must you do this to me? Eventhough technically, we aren't together, and I know that both of us are hurting, why must you do this? Why must you make me feel like some evil bitch, why do you make me regret bringing it up. You claim that I'm not, you claim that you understand, but do you really? :**(

In order for you not to feel upset or anything, I put on a cheery voice, but in return I hear a sad voice. I know you are upset, I am too, I cry whenever I put down the phone with you. You say just give you sometime and you'll be back to normal, how long are you going to take? Call me when you're done giving me that tone, so I don't have to cry no more.

Why do girls have to cry? why why why *I'm weak*fuck* Sometimes I hate myself.

Breaking up hurts evenmore when both mutually agrees to call it off because of something that can't be controlled. If we broke up because of a disagreement, of over a physical object or entity, I wouldn't be like this. But the fact that we broke up cause it would be inevitable in the coming years really makes the whole break-up SUCK!FUCKING timing. fuckfuckfuck.

I HATE MY LIFE. How I wish the devil or someone would shoot me, or snipe me from afar and put me out of my misery. Loves makes and breaks like I said before. FUCK. I'm beginning to lose hope in love, why love when its destroyed in the end? why love when all you get to keep are memories? why love when it hurts one so deeply? I know why, because we are HUMAN..

2 Comments:

Blogger Debbie said...

Stupid fucking guys. They all should be thrown into the MYY club.

11:10 PM  
Blogger thecrazypinklemon said...

YAR totally...MYY club is back! FUCKING GUYS!

11:24 PM  

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